One Decade with You

Okay… This was the TV program spoof of what my brother found out as an informative Biblical program which Bro. Eli hosted. Bubble Gang’s was Ang Dating Doon, the real one is Ang Dating Daan. Having my brother let me watched this, it started then that I became amused with the Bible and God’s words. I was 18 at that time – year 2000.

It did not last long, I decided to join the Church that Bro. Eli is preaching about. The first persons who knew about my conversion were my college boyfriend and my brother, who I knew would respect my decision despite of the fact that they did not really understand why. I was 19 years old when I turned my back away from Catholicism. At nineteen, my life changed forever.

From then til now, once in a while, I stumble and fall. But God has always been kind and has always been understanding and forgiving. He never left me in any instance. Even on those times that I thought I was all alone.

I still thank HIM for hitting my 1^st decade in the Church. As always, I admit that I am still way far from being the best child He could call. But I am trying to be good, the best way I can. I just pray that He’d still guide my path and walk me through. I can never make it without Him. Nobody could.

So, here… For everything and everything and everything else, my endless gratitude to THE ONE who always sees the good in me… to THE ONE who knows me more than anyone else does… to THE ONE who takes care of my loved ones… to THE ONE who wants the best for me… to THE ONE who is the reason of my being… I can never ever make it without YOU. Please do not let me go. Thank YOU for the life I have.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY FOREVER!

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this is Bro. Eli's guesting in Bubble Gang

SALAMAT PO!

He Loves Me

Happy loves me :)

He just made a bold move, a bold proof that he is really serious.

Anywhere for you, Babe :)

"Miracles are what bring you back to me every time."

-Noah, The Notebook

I Feel Sad for Nanay

She must have been going through the hardest.

Just today, she gave up and took all her medicines. I mean, all her medicines for the whole week. Her mon-tu-wed-thu-fri-sat-sun medicine box was all freshly refilled with the medications she is taking. All of a sudden, people at home saw it empty. When she was asked, she said that it was spilled. Soon, she started throwing up and excreting waste. She tried to overdose herself.

Thank God, nothing serious happened. Good thing, my family was staying at home when this happened.

Now, she is trying to sleep. I hear her cough once in a while.

I pray that she get well soon.

:(

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

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Dear Happy,

There are a lot of beautiful places in the world that I would like to see and visit with you someday. But just thinking about how expensive travelling is, I am discouraged. Not that I do not want us to spend but practically speaking, money could be used in important things more than leisure.

So right now, I am just contented being with you even if it is just walking along the busy street of Manila, riding tricycle, jeepney and pedicab, eating and poking squidballs, and other simple things in life.

Anywhere with you is more than enough. What matters most is that we are together.

Work3x

Work has been half okay and half not.

One of the okays is that I am our Department's Employee of the Month (yey!)

One of the not okays is disrespectful people at work (boo!)

I want to have a break :( but lack of manning in our Department does not allow me to do so. *sighest sigh* What to do?

:(

Hypocrite and Liar

He is shameless! Such a liar and a big bunch of hypocrite!

I wish justice prevails. If not now, I know someday, you will get what's yours.

Dedicated to My Happy

let 'em say we're crazy. don't care about that. Put your hand in my hand, Baby, don't ever look back :)

WIFI

Now that we got wifi at home, oh my gosh! This means I'ma have eyebags soon!

Please... NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha

Dreaming of a Better Life Someday Soon

I have a long list of “wanna have” and “drooling for” but budget has been tight lately and I only have “first things first!” entertained.

I am saving up for a very important goal that I have to reach in about a year or so. This is very serious and I am really looking forward that someday soon, with God’s help, this will happen

Really aiming for it. Just thinking about it makes me so excited

Stereo Hearts

I am posting this! J

Craving for

Baked oyster with cheese

Sushi

Pizza

Chocolate almond

Sweet fresh milk

Lobster

Spicy dried squid

Kimchi

Happy - Wedding

Happy attended his friend’s wedding celebration. Happy is very happy for his friend. We will nickname the friend as “Catchan”. Happy is very touched having Catchan still stick around during and after Happy went through his roughest moments. Some people really tend to value friendship despite numerous trying situations pass by. Catchan deserves to have a good life because he is kind. He deserves good things in this life.

Congratulations to Catchan! May God bless him and his family!

***

Happy Heart

Nov14

 There isn’t much more to it but lemme give you the classic romance flick explanation: IT IS JUST MEANT TO BE.

After twenty nine years and x number of failed attempts, he is finally here. We needed no words. He knew it, I knew it. There is more than that inexplicable attraction; it’s the friendship and the madness, all the sensible and senseless, the major and baloney stuff, those good and not-so-good experiences that accumulated over the years, they all put the last touches so we could walk down the road where our paths would cross.

I am happy now that he is here. Things before might have been wounding, I almost did not make it, but here we are now. An almost fairy tale that I have fancied for the longest time.

While I thought that time and distance had taken him away from my world forever, here he is, beside me. An answered prayer. A sudden feeling of contentment.

“May I be a companion and ally of the man I love. May we accomplish everything we have to accomplish --- together.” –By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, Paulo Coelho

HAPPY, THIS IS FOR YOU :)

It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

New Zealand

These are some photos of New Zealand and the map and the flag. I am simply fascinated with the country.

STRONG "NO" TO ABORTION!

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ALL LIFE IS SACRED

>> A FETUS CAN FEEL

Even though it may not be fully formed, a fetus in the second trimester is still able to feel pain.

>> ABORTION IS MURDER

That's right - you heard correctly! ABORTION IS MURDER! And I'll bet if you asked an unborn fetus whether he fancies the idea of being murdered, it would tell you to at least wait until it was old enough to fight back.

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Lessons a Manny Pacquiao can learn from a non-politician Kuya Daniel Razon

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When and if Manny Pacquiao remains as an ordinary citizen and follows the vision he set for himself to achieve – that is, to help many poor Filipinos out of their miseries, he may have something to be proud of. And this feat may at least be compared to the way life has been going for Kuya Daniel Razon – best known for his massive public service endeavors, minus a public government office role (even though he won a seat).

Manny Pacquiao’s victory makes every Filipino proud. He has established a good sportsman’s stature all over the globe. He has shown his generosity and kindness by sharing some of his take home money to his fellow Filipinos.

However, recent reports have it that he is now inching to earning a place in government, after declaring bid to run as congressman in his hometown. His plans have divided people, with majority clamoring for him to stay the same man he’s been known by people – a boxer and an ordinary citizen.

One internationally-renowned writer, who commented on Manny Pacquiao’s bid to run in the 2010 Elections, calls on the international boxing sensation that being a politician is is not the way to ending our society’s misery and poverty and to helping many people. That writer is F. Sionil Jose, whose Philippine Star article may be read here.

Like some people with the means and resources to help, Manny thought the key to realizing his dream of rendering true public service is by earning a seat in government. And this brings to mind what Kuya Daniel Razon once said. He stressed that a government position is not a prerequisite to do public service. His advocacy, Isang Araw Lang (Just One Day), proves that there are a million ways to provide assistance for our indigent countrymen
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Kuya Daniel Razon, best-known for his numerous public service efforts

Thursday – Off

After days of gruel, tediousness, and exhaustion at work, I finally got my off day! Weeeeee J So here’s the to do list:

• Wake up at 10am
• Go to New Zealand Agency in Mandaluyong at 12nn
• Meet Happy at 3pm
• Visit National Center of Arts and Archives at 4pm
• Go to Church at 6pm
• Home at 9pm
• Sleep at 10pm

Hectic! …So, bye for now. Au revoir! ;p

Parang Panaginip

Haaayyyyyy........

:)

Big Chunk of Tidbits

Number 1:

Work was pretty exhausting recently. One of my colleagues left the company and our department is literally crawling its way to get through each day. There is 6 of us left, while in fact, there should be 8. Most of us calls in sick so when that happens, one has to work double (or triple) load of tasks for each shift. It has been rough and draining. I rarely do not complain about work but this time, I say I am really worn out. Well, it is not that I want to quit working here. It is just I wish our team would be complete again. You know, that HR would “finally” give us additional staff so we do not end up all beaten up everyday.

My manager told us that next year, hopefully, the team would be completed and things will get better for everybody. We are all crossing our fingers to that.

Meanwhile, tomorrow would be another day. May God bless us all.

Number 2:

At long last, the PANKAB Cooperative that I joined in, which is actually affiliated with my work, just disappointed us again. Like that. POOF! Our savings are gone :-/

I still have something like more or less P50,000 with them but sad to say, some corrupt and irresponsible people enjoyed our hard earned cash that we entrusted them. I feel really bad about it but knowing that my colleagues lost more than that amount is much more distressing. We are talking about figures from P100,000 up to P500,000. More to that, there are people who resigned from our company months (or year/s) ago who have not claimed their money yet. And bad news for them, they will not get theirs neither.

Thinking about suggesting us to sue Co-op officials? Well, that… I dunno… Personally, I, alone, do not have any guts filing this case to the court. It is too much to handle for me. But should there be any group filing anything against the Co-op officials, I would definitely be with them! I would absolutely support them.

Then again, with or without the P50,000 something that I strenuously saved up, life still goes on. May God bless us all.

Number 3:

I am planning to sell my BlackBerry phone for a very cheap price. But I am just not so sure if I am already decided to do that in the next few days.

Thinking about selling it for P7000… Would anybody take it?

Number 4:

So the love of my life, whom we will nickname Happy from now on, loves to read books. Sometimes, we get to walk around the mall and we always always never fail to visit bookstores. I love it that we both like books. Although he is more of a learner and I am more of a not-learner, I am still glad that we get to share some “book time” together.

Powerbooks and National Bookstore are good but he prefers Booksale more. Bookstores which sell second hand books are more to his liking. He reads history, trivia books, language tutorial, Philippine literature, Bible atlases, and those books which I do not usually care to look at. But now, after browsing fictional (drama) books, uhmmm.. yah, I am also taking a glance at those books on “Filipino Reference” shelves because of him. Though I have not gotten myself any book to read for the past few months now, I say just being with him in a bookstore is enough for me.

Oh! Ahmmmm.. I am reading 101 Things You Didn’t Know about Einstein: Sex, Science, and the Secret of the Universe. This is his. He let me borrow it. Nice huh? J It is entertaining and surprising. No love quotes that I encountered so far but I say, it is a good book to read.

Lemme give you some trivia (haha). Did you know that Einstein had a violin that he called “Lina”? …and did you know that one of his wives was a distant cousin? Her name was Elsa (I forgot the last name)… and this, Albert Einstein did not believe in the theory of evolution. He quoted that “God does not play dice with the universe.” He was known to believe in a general order of the universe. (high five!)

Number 5:

I developed some little rashes on my chest. They are not a lot actually but they are itchy and red, kinda scattered in the middle part of my chest. There are moments that the rashes are disturbingly itchy but then, I am forcing myself not to scratch them off. I am planning to go to a skin doctor to have this checked. I just do not have time. Geez! So how? :-/

Number 6:

Nanay has been sleeping most of the time. My heart breaks a little each time I hear her saying that her head aches, her legs hurt, she needs menthol oil rubbed on her back, etc. etc. She does not complain much that is why I know that when she says she is hurting, she means she is really hurting.

I admit that lately, I have not been having time to talk to her, check her out, bond with her. Been busy at work and when I am at home, I am all exhausted, I just go to my room and sleep. It is embarassing having to act this way. I just hope things will not be too late for me to get the chance to take care of her.

Number 7:

I pray to God that I could be a better person this time. I am celebrating my 10^th year anniversary in our Church. Yey! J

Number 8:

It was my youngest brother’s birthday on October 29 and I was really planning of making a birthday post for him here on my blog. Same with our eldest brother’s birthday on November 5. But you know, I got all busy and lazy all at the same time so I just ended up greeting both of them on my Nov.5 post hehe well, I-AM-SO-RRY. Haha

Number 9:

I just handed over the contracts that I signed to Kuya Lolong (my real estate agent) before I left the hotel tonight. I will just wait again for some weeks or perhaps month/s and I will be receiving my permit to move in to my new crib in Imus, Cavite. God willing, I would have to start getting used to writing my address as PhaseX BlockX LotXX The Legian Subdivision, Imus Cavite. Hihihi

I talk too much.

Good night now J

HAPPY HEART :)

I feel hearts are falling all over and sparkling everywhere when I am with you

~insert Chris Brown's With You here~

I have been rising and shining :) Just knowing that you are there simply makes me happy as a clam... like, on cloud nine, you know? :)

Jumping for joy everytime I get to see you, talk to you, be with you.

My town has been painted red. I see rainbow. Grass are greener, sky is brighter.

I am now walking on air :) finally :)

I thank Him for giving you to me.

***

^_^

happy birthday posts :)

to my kuya and to bunsoy Shouta