Friday, August 31, 2012

Kung Ano Ano Lang

Ngayon, nakapaglinis na ako ng kwarto ko, nakaligo na din, nakakain na ng lunch. Yung inuutos ni Happy, sya na lang daw gagawa kaya wala na akong ibang gagawin ngayon.Post ko na lang to:

Eto yung maliit na libro ni binili saken ni Happy nung namimili sya ng libro sa Booksale. Mga alternative medicines yan. Sobrang gusto ko kasing maging healthy para mas madami akong magawa habang malakas pa ako. Sa totoo lang, God willing, pag may trabaho na uli ako, isa sa mga babudgetan ko e yung pagkain tsaka gamot na pampalakas ng katawan. Nawala na sa amin si Nany dahil sa cancer, ayoko na sanang maranasan uling mawalang ng mahal sa buhay dahil sa sakit. Panuorin nyo pala to. Baka maconvince din kayo dito. click click click here.
Nagkatrangkaso ako last week. Salamat sa Dios, binilan ako ng gamot ng Tita ko. Kawawa. Mga 3 days mabigat katawan ko. Payatot na nga, nagkakasakit pa. Pero okay na ako ngayon. Ampanget ko dyan! haha









malinis ang bahay ko. parang hotel ang ambiance. Yan ung mga bagong kurtina, courtesy of my tita hihihi









Eto sila Hollow Blocks. mga kuting nung alaga nameng si miming na laging buntis. laging nanganganak pero hindi tumatagal ung mga anak nya. namamatay agad bago lumaki. maygulay.








eto nakakatawa. pinapanuod ko uli kasi palabas araw araw sa dalawang channel dito sa cable namen. click here ----> friends




Pics Galore

Sinamahan ko ung mga katrabaho ko dati na magpagawa ng salamin. Eto kami habang hinihintay yung salamin :)


Before and After daw hehe 
(L) to (R) Joy, Marga and Glessie



SMILE!!!!


Waw chicks! haha

Flickr.com

so this is my flickr account. i was kinda WHAT???? with the greetings Nomoshkar thing. Then it turned out that it randomly changes everytime you sign in. You know, different languages everytime. Just nice :)



Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Flickr

I just signed up for Flickr.com and uploaded some of my new photos. I was supposed to put it here but I dunno how. haha

Maybe later :)

it's jietaimae2012

Job Hunt

Today, I am job hunting. I'm doing it online so I could hit a lot easily. But I'm afraid, I am going to end up blogging, instead.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooo!! haha

Ae and I


I miss her very very very much :( 
We've been friends since 1998 and she never stopped on being a good one to me. She'd seen my worst but still loves me for who I am. She loves me more on my best and I love her too for that :) It's been some years now since we've been quite far from each other because she still works overseas. But we still talk once in a while. 
Friend, I hope to see you soon again. Nothing changed. You are still the best friend I knew from the start :)
I miss miss miss miss you :* 

Taken on 2010 when she visited Manila and dropped by at my workplace

Babysitter

Ang bait ng mommy ko. Nagbebaby sit sya for free kasi namatay ung nanay nung baby. 3months pa lang ung baby... may padasal daw ung pamilya kaya naiingayan ung baby so sabi nya kung makakatulong daw sya... so ayun, pinaalaga sa kanya ung baby. Saludo ako sayo, Ma!

Ganbatte :)

Monday, August 27, 2012

Nakakapikon Na

May mga taong mas insensitive pa kesa saken. Mga manhid, mga walang pakialam sa pakiramdam ng iba. Kala mo kung sino pero hellooooooo! Kapikon!

Yoko na talagang ilapit yung sarili ko sa mga ganung tao kaso minsan di maiwasan. Maliit lang ang mundo. Tayo tayo din nagkikitaan. Pero kung ako lang, hindi na sana.

Ayoko na lang makaramdam ng mali tuwing kelangan kong makipagsalamuha sa kanila.

Oh, please... Forgive me :-/

Friday, August 24, 2012

One Problem Solved!

Thank God, I'm finally okay! :)
Some boo-boo clinic should not be trusted with their boo-boo findings. Good thing there are still some few good doctors out there who could bring in some good news :)
One problem, finally solved! Next please! :)




Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Look At Me

Smile! :)
Janella, antaba mo naaaaaaa! haha



Thursday, August 16, 2012

Let Me Not Lose Hope


I've anxiously waited for half a year to finally hear a good news. But today, a phonecall broke my heart hearing from the other line that I am not yet cured. Yes, I am still sick. My family and I assumes that I got this from my grandmother who passed away a month before we found out that I actually have this disease.(FYI: consider me non-infectious. The doctor told me that contagious stage had already passed)

I was really looking forward for the doctor to tell me to just take care of my health better and that he'd give me a clearance certificate. I am already through having my daily high dosage medication for six months! ...Learning that I still have this illness weakens my spirit. Day after day, I am feeling useless. My confidence level is going down. I don't know what to do anymore.

I always pray to God to heal me from this. I know that everything happens for a reason. But please God, give me strength. Let me not lose hope.

***

The Ellay having lomi snack alone. 

Sorry for all the troubles ne? Kiss kita, Nay :*
Just having her around comforted me. I never dreamed that she would be gone from me. How I love to laugh, talk, eat with Nanay again. I miss her much too much.

I pray to God to be with her again in the next life.

Nanay, see you, ayt? I love you.

Forgiveness


I've also done terrible things. Who am I not to forgive?

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Ato Hitotsu

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he

* When that time comes, I wish this one tear will be my one courage,
Cause I believe in it, and you must not give up
Cause this both hand will reach the sky

ano hi mo konna natsu datta suna majiri no kaze ga fuiteta
GURANDO no ma uwanosora yuuhi ga mabushikute
dokomade ganbareba ii'n da gyutto kuchibiru wo kamishimeta
sonna toki onaji me wo shita kimi ni deatta'n da

That summer day I feel the wind blowing on me
while lyring to the sand and The bright sky is setting for the sunset
I hold while biting on my lips and I saw you, I hope that I can meet you

sou kantan ja nai kara koso yume wa konna ni kagayaku'n da to
sou ano hi no kimi no kotoba ima demo mune ni dakishimeteru yo

Because its not easy for this dream to shine, so your words that
day, is still in my heart, now I'll embrace it in me

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he nobashite sora he

** When that time comes, I wish this one tear will be my one courage,
Cause I believe in it, and you must not give up
Cause this both hand will reach the sky,stretching towards the sky

itsumo doushitemo sunao ni narezu ni jishin nante maru de motezu ni
kousha no uragawa hito me wo ki ni shite aruiteta
dareka to butsukari au koto wo kokoro no dokoka de toozaketa
sore wa hontou no jibun wo miseru no ga kowai dake datta'n da to

I like the confidence of being honest walking at the back of school
with people, but bumping to each other with just
no care at all, is so scary, It's like
I'm the only one who show my true self

oshiete kureta no wa kimi to sugoshita kyou made no hibi
sou hajimete kuchi ni dekita nakitai kurai no hontou no yume wo

To tell you, until now, I gave up everything to spend with you
To start, this lips is made to cry, to make a dream real

ato hitotsu no sakamichi wo hitotsu dake no yoru wo koerareta nara waraeru hi ga kuru

tte
kyou mo shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he

One slope road, with one you is to make you smile
cause you belive in it and you must not give up
cause this both hand will reach the sky

atsuku natte mo muda nante kotoba kiki akita yo moshimo souda toshite mo
osae kirenai kono kimochi wo kibou to yobu nara
ittai dare ga tomerareru to iu no darou

Even if this words, that I hear are harsh, its still get on me
The feelings of hope and to hail is still uncontrollable
and I think it must stop

ato hitotsubu no namida ga hitokoto no yuuki ga ashita wo kaeru sono toki wo mita'n da
nakushi kaketa hikari kimi ga omoi da sasete kureta
ano hi no keshiki wasurenai

This one tear will be my one courage cause time will come back tomorrow,
the light that I will hold on,
that I will not forget the scenery

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he nobashite ano sora he

Repeat **







Forever and Always - Parachute

Happy, this is for you :) I love you :)

"Forever And Always"

[Verse 1:]
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

[Verse 2:]
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay

[Chorus:]
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always

[Bridge:]
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always

She finishes the vows but the beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always