I struggle so much with patience as a mom. And I feel guilty - guilty over doing and not doing everything. I am not perfect. I am always a work in progress and sometimes, I wonder if I could ever be a good mother. I love my kids, dont get me wrong. But sometimes, I get emotionally frustrated, I yell at my 1 year old son, I get annoyed by my 2 month old son who wakes up at 2,3,4,5,6,7 in the morning... I know they are kids but sometimes, I think I am crazy and mad and I dont understand them, even myself... And then I feel more guilty. I dont think I am doing any good. I wonder how my kids see me as their mom. I will always wonder until I can get to ask them.
Oh my... I'm gonna cry :(
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