ACCIDENT!!!!! Scalded Left Hand

My heart sank when I saw my 2 year old son's left hand scalded with lots of blisters. His eyes were telling me how much he's aching. I felt his pain and how I wish I could just take it all.

He happened to dip his hand in the pail of hot water which was supposed to be his bathing water last night. He removed the water hose so the water was not mixed with cold one. My mother-in-law was just attending to Zeo when she suddenly heard Hariell screamed! She didn't notice Hariell going in the bathroom. She put Vaseline lotion immediately. Then after a couple of hours, my husband came back from work and told me what happened. I instructed him to put on aloe vera gel for first aid. He said that Hariell's hand was red but did not tell me it looked like something I never thought my baby's hand could be :( When I got back from work at 1:30 in the morning, I cried. Feeling kawawa for my son and I felt helpless. It was an awful feeling I hope I could never feel again.

My brother sent me some help and told me to be strong for Hariell. And then later on, Happy and I went to the Emergency Room of a nearby hospital. The doctor cleaned and sterilized my baby's hand and applied ointment. They also gave him a pain reliever for comfort. Hariell was so brave he was trying not to cry. I wish I could just ease all his pain. It was difficult seeing him like that.

After some hours, the doctor discharged us and we went home. Hariell still have difficulty sleeping. It must be really painful for him.

But God is good. I know my baby's going to be stronger after this.

For Happy

The Best is Yet to Come!

Stuck

but then again, at least i took the chance

Today, I had a flopped interview with our Director of Rooms  :(
Boooooooo

At the point my mind was blocked with any decent answer to one of his questions, I wanted to shake myself, slap my face and kick my own butt. wake myself from that 10 seconds of mind darkness!

Not that I feel stupid. It's just that I really want this promotion :( I want this sooooo bad but I guess, it is still not for me.

I want to go home now. Hug my husband, kiss my little boys. Pat myself on the back and say everything will be alright. Tomorrow is another day.

Meanwhile, I'm still stuck in our good ol' back office.

God knows best.

*sigh*
:(

24 hours

It's been a while again and again.
i miss blogging so much, i often think of it on my way to work and home. You know, posting things to remember and just venting out things that are bugging me.
But i don't have a lot of luxuries now when it comes to time management. Most of the time, i come to think that 24 hours would never be enough for me as i live my life now.

There are lots of things going on with my busy busy busy life and i wish i have more time to do more.

But heck! each of us has 24 hours to live every day, just have to make the most out of my 24 hours.

I always pray to God to give me more tomorrows. I have a lot of things that i want to do.