paranoia

i miss blogging like i used to blog when i was still boxed up with my emotions. i realized that sometimes, there are people who like you better when you are suffering from pain than seeing you happy and contented with life. it's difficult for me to tell the world how happy i am with life because i am very afraid that bad people might snatch my happiness away from me. i always have that feeling. i'd rather let them know that i am not feeling well rather than tell them that am all fine.

maybe i have trust issues. but heck! i dont care at all!