BIGGEST BIGGEST News

I was thinking what was my previous post was about. I really cant remember what was that biggest news I was talking about and why did I put it as the biggest one for this year.

Anyway, I have here the biggest biggest news: I am getting married! :)

Yes, atlast! Now, that's big!

:)

Biggest Best News So Far for 2012

I was just praying and constantly asking for a good news but I received a way better one... probably the biggest best one this year. I am very very very happy :) I was caught off guard!

Airline Cabin Crew

As a child, I always wanted to be a flight stewardess. I knew that I wanted to be a cabin crew when I was 10 years old. It was when my mom remarried and since my stepfather is a Japanese, I thought that even if we would be away from each other, we could easily go back and forth Manila and Japan if I would be affiliated with the airline industry.

With that dream, I pursued to study college diligently and took up BS Tourism in a well known aeronautical school by the airport. True and loyal to my ambition, after graduating, I submitted my application CVs to airline companies. As a fresh graduate, I did not see that corporate world could be that tough and difficult to penetrate. I was not even given an interview schedule because I lack basic physical requirements and blank employment history.

Now that I am 30 and looking for a new job, I still check some airline job opportunities form time to time, thinking if only I'd been a little better than who and what I am, I might have gotten my dream job... or maybe, it's not really meant to be.

Nosy People

You are so nosy about my life. It's just irritating. Acting like you are an expert on leading my life and how I should live it.

I dunno.... do you wanna be me?





p.s.

you keep on yak-yak-yak-yakking behind my back. C'mon! Dont have any guts to tell it directly to me? tssss!

********mind you, what comes around, goes around. You would get what’s yours. Maybe not now, not soon, not later. But I am sure, you’ll get it someday.******

Final Interview

Final interview ko na bukas awa ng DIOS! Yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Sana disisit :)

Kung Ano Ano Lang

Ngayon, nakapaglinis na ako ng kwarto ko, nakaligo na din, nakakain na ng lunch. Yung inuutos ni Happy, sya na lang daw gagawa kaya wala na akong ibang gagawin ngayon.Post ko na lang to:

Eto yung maliit na libro ni binili saken ni Happy nung namimili sya ng libro sa Booksale. Mga alternative medicines yan. Sobrang gusto ko kasing maging healthy para mas madami akong magawa habang malakas pa ako. Sa totoo lang, God willing, pag may trabaho na uli ako, isa sa mga babudgetan ko e yung pagkain tsaka gamot na pampalakas ng katawan. Nawala na sa amin si Nany dahil sa cancer, ayoko na sanang maranasan uling mawalang ng mahal sa buhay dahil sa sakit. Panuorin nyo pala to. Baka maconvince din kayo dito. click click click here.

Nagkatrangkaso ako last week. Salamat sa Dios, binilan ako ng gamot ng Tita ko. Kawawa. Mga 3 days mabigat katawan ko. Payatot na nga, nagkakasakit pa. Pero okay na ako ngayon. Ampanget ko dyan! haha

malinis ang bahay ko. parang hotel ang ambiance. Yan ung mga bagong kurtina, courtesy of my tita hihihi

Eto sila Hollow Blocks. mga kuting nung alaga nameng si miming na laging buntis. laging nanganganak pero hindi tumatagal ung mga anak nya. namamatay agad bago lumaki. maygulay.

eto nakakatawa. pinapanuod ko uli kasi palabas araw araw sa dalawang channel dito sa cable namen. click here ----> friends

Pics Galore

Sinamahan ko ung mga katrabaho ko dati na magpagawa ng salamin. Eto kami habang hinihintay yung salamin :)

Before and After daw hehe 

(L) to (R) Joy, Marga and Glessie

SMILE!!!!

Waw chicks! haha

Flickr.com

so this is my flickr account. i was kinda WHAT???? with the greetings Nomoshkar thing. Then it turned out that it randomly changes everytime you sign in. You know, different languages everytime. Just nice :)

Flickr

I just signed up for Flickr.com and uploaded some of my new photos. I was supposed to put it here but I dunno how. haha

Maybe later :)

it's jietaimae2012

Job Hunt

Today, I am job hunting. I'm doing it online so I could hit a lot easily. But I'm afraid, I am going to end up blogging, instead.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooo!! haha

Ae and I

I miss her very very very much :( 

We've been friends since 1998 and she never stopped on being a good one to me. She'd seen my worst but still loves me for who I am. She loves me more on my best and I love her too for that :) It's been some years now since we've been quite far from each other because she still works overseas. But we still talk once in a while. 

Friend, I hope to see you soon again. Nothing changed. You are still the best friend I knew from the start :)

I miss miss miss miss you :* 

Taken on 2010 when she visited Manila and dropped by at my workplace

Babysitter

Ang bait ng mommy ko. Nagbebaby sit sya for free kasi namatay ung nanay nung baby. 3months pa lang ung baby... may padasal daw ung pamilya kaya naiingayan ung baby so sabi nya kung makakatulong daw sya... so ayun, pinaalaga sa kanya ung baby. Saludo ako sayo, Ma!

Ganbatte :)

Nakakapikon Na

May mga taong mas insensitive pa kesa saken. Mga manhid, mga walang pakialam sa pakiramdam ng iba. Kala mo kung sino pero hellooooooo! Kapikon!

Yoko na talagang ilapit yung sarili ko sa mga ganung tao kaso minsan di maiwasan. Maliit lang ang mundo. Tayo tayo din nagkikitaan. Pero kung ako lang, hindi na sana.

Ayoko na lang makaramdam ng mali tuwing kelangan kong makipagsalamuha sa kanila.

Oh, please... Forgive me :-/

One Problem Solved!

Thank God, I'm finally okay! :)

Some boo-boo clinic should not be trusted with their boo-boo findings. Good thing there are still some few good doctors out there who could bring in some good news :)

One problem, finally solved! Next please! :)

Dr. XYZ

http://xyzeeq8.blogspot.com/

Happy Birthday, Mommy!!!!!!!!!

August 19, 2012

Photo Me

Hi! :)

Meow :)

Oink :)

Hello, Clinic. Errrrrrr :-/

Look At Me

Smile! :)

Janella, antaba mo naaaaaaa! haha

Fingers crossed

Doc,

See you on Wednesday. Give me good news, ayt?

Thanks,
Ellay :)

Oh Dear God

Let Me Not Lose Hope

I've anxiously waited for half a year to finally hear a good news. But today, a phonecall broke my heart hearing from the other line that I am not yet cured. Yes, I am still sick. My family and I assumes that I got this from my grandmother who passed away a month before we found out that I actually have this disease.(FYI: consider me non-infectious. The doctor told me that contagious stage had already passed)

I was really looking forward for the doctor to tell me to just take care of my health better and that he'd give me a clearance certificate. I am already through having my daily high dosage medication for six months! ...Learning that I still have this illness weakens my spirit. Day after day, I am feeling useless. My confidence level is going down. I don't know what to do anymore.

I always pray to God to heal me from this. I know that everything happens for a reason. But please God, give me strength. Let me not lose hope.

***

The Ellay having lomi snack alone. 

Sorry for all the troubles ne? Kiss kita, Nay :*

Just having her around comforted me. I never dreamed that she would be gone from me. How I love to laugh, talk, eat with Nanay again. I miss her much too much.

I pray to God to be with her again in the next life.

Nanay, see you, ayt? I love you.

Forgiveness

I've also done terrible things. Who am I not to forgive?

Ato Hitotsu

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he

* When that time comes, I wish this one tear will be my one courage,
Cause I believe in it, and you must not give up
Cause this both hand will reach the sky

ano hi mo konna natsu datta suna majiri no kaze ga fuiteta
GURANDO no ma uwanosora yuuhi ga mabushikute
dokomade ganbareba ii'n da gyutto kuchibiru wo kamishimeta
sonna toki onaji me wo shita kimi ni deatta'n da

That summer day I feel the wind blowing on me
while lyring to the sand and The bright sky is setting for the sunset
I hold while biting on my lips and I saw you, I hope that I can meet you

sou kantan ja nai kara koso yume wa konna ni kagayaku'n da to
sou ano hi no kimi no kotoba ima demo mune ni dakishimeteru yo

Because its not easy for this dream to shine, so your words that
day, is still in my heart, now I'll embrace it in me

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he nobashite sora he

** When that time comes, I wish this one tear will be my one courage,
Cause I believe in it, and you must not give up
Cause this both hand will reach the sky,stretching towards the sky

itsumo doushitemo sunao ni narezu ni jishin nante maru de motezu ni
kousha no uragawa hito me wo ki ni shite aruiteta
dareka to butsukari au koto wo kokoro no dokoka de toozaketa
sore wa hontou no jibun wo miseru no ga kowai dake datta'n da to

I like the confidence of being honest walking at the back of school
with people, but bumping to each other with just
no care at all, is so scary, It's like
I'm the only one who show my true self

oshiete kureta no wa kimi to sugoshita kyou made no hibi
sou hajimete kuchi ni dekita nakitai kurai no hontou no yume wo

To tell you, until now, I gave up everything to spend with you
To start, this lips is made to cry, to make a dream real

ato hitotsu no sakamichi wo hitotsu dake no yoru wo koerareta nara waraeru hi ga kuru

tte
kyou mo shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he

One slope road, with one you is to make you smile
cause you belive in it and you must not give up
cause this both hand will reach the sky

atsuku natte mo muda nante kotoba kiki akita yo moshimo souda toshite mo
osae kirenai kono kimochi wo kibou to yobu nara
ittai dare ga tomerareru to iu no darou

Even if this words, that I hear are harsh, its still get on me
The feelings of hope and to hail is still uncontrollable
and I think it must stop

ato hitotsubu no namida ga hitokoto no yuuki ga ashita wo kaeru sono toki wo mita'n da
nakushi kaketa hikari kimi ga omoi da sasete kureta
ano hi no keshiki wasurenai

This one tear will be my one courage cause time will come back tomorrow,
the light that I will hold on,
that I will not forget the scenery

ato hitotsubu no namida de hitokoto no yuuki de negai ga kanau sono toki ga kuru tte
boku wa shinjiteru kara kimi mo akiramenaide ite
nando demo kono ryoute wo ano sora he nobashite ano sora he

Repeat **

Forever and Always - Parachute

Happy, this is for you :) I love you :)

"Forever And Always"

[Verse 1:]
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

[Verse 2:]
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay

[Chorus:]
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always

[Bridge:]
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says

[Chorus:]
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always

She finishes the vows but the beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always

IM STILL OKAY

It's been a while. Lotsa ups and downs but thank God, things are still okay.

I'll write again soon.

Mwah mwah :)

Career Test

Results

This description is a generalisation. If it rings true, you've found your career type.

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to stimulate your senses and your mind, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

• Novelist
• Photographer
• Vet
• Medical Technician
• Paralegal
• Geologist
• Marine Biologist
• Graphic Designer
• Online Content Developer
• Webmaster
• Computer Security
• Producer
• Computer Programmer
• Technical Writer
• Systems Analyst
• Meteorologist
• Artist

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be involved deeply in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others at all costs.

You trust what is certain. You only like new ideas if they can be practically applied to the situation. You value what is real. You use your common sense. You like to utilise the skills you have instead of learning new ones. You are very specific and detailed when writing or talking to others. You follow directions well. You like things to be laid out for you to do instead of working them out for yourself. You like decisions to be made. You don't like things to be left in limbo. You like to know what you are getting into before you commit to something.

You like to focus on the here and now. You enjoy completing projects. It is important for you to achieve and succeed. Therefore, you believe in working hard and playing later. You like to set goals and work towards them.

Finding a career that is right for you isn't always an easy thing. However, if you secure a job that is suited to your personality type you will enjoy going to work, feel great about yourself, feel appreciated and look forward to what's ahead.

This test was adapted from C. G. Jung's famous personality types.

Read more: What career will suit your personality? | iVillage UK http://www.ivillage.co.uk/what-career-will-suit-your-personality/121527#ixzz1uuveQ9C8
Parenting: Information & advice

The Quarter-Life Crisis

The Quarter-Life Crisis by unknown

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are scared. You miss the comforts of college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis. But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all. You are beginning to understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not. You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you are not a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans and money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Yes, I am in the Midst of a Quarter-Life Crisis

reblogged from http://quarter-life-crisis.ca/

What Exactly is a Quarter Life Crisis?

You've heard of the Mid Life Crisis. But more and more, people in their mid-twenties to early-thirties find themselves feeling restless, listless and confused. There's no rational explanation for it. From the outside, life may seem to be going well. But things just don't feel right.

For a lack of a better description, the popular media has coined it the Quarter Life Crisis.


Toronto's Eye Weekly recently published an article about the Quarter Life Crisis (or Quarter-life Crisis) which began:

You can't make any decisions because you don't know what you want. And you don't know what you want because you don't know who you are. And you don't know who you are because you're allowed to be anyone you want. How messed up is that?

Well, not as messed up as it may seem. Read on about the Quarter Life Crisis.a

SHIFTING GEAR

reblogged from

http://workawesome.com/career/need-a-career-change/

As a new year begins many things run through our heads. One such thing might be that you wonder if you are in the right job.

You’re not alone.

This is something a lot of people think about from time to time — more so at this time of year. You should know that there are ways in which to find out…and be fully satisfied in your career choice. All you need to do is ask yourself a few questions.

Think About What Drives You

The first thing you must take into consideration when deciding whether you are working in the right job is what drives you. What are your motivations? What are your future goals? What are your dreams? I know it can be difficult to get past the questions of what pays the most and what is the most secure position, however you need to place these questions on the backburner in order to fully focus on your passions and interests. Doing so will help open up careers that you may not have ever thought were possible. Here are some methods you can practice in order to find out what really drives you:

• Focus on those things that you really love to do. The things you have dreamed of doing and that you naturally enjoy doing. Write down everything that comes to mind, regardless of how impossible it may sound.
• Look for clues all around you. Make notes about projects and topics that you are compassionate about Write down what you are excited by. Reflect on the people who inspire you. Ask yourself why some activities make you happy and pay. In addition, pay special attention to the times which you are really enjoying what you are doing.
• Be patient in your search. You need to be willing to be introspective in order to identify the activities that you really enjoy and are truly satisfied by.

Consider Taking a Career Test

Now that you know what drives you, it is important to think about how these things can translate into a new career for you. While it may take a little research, you can find yourself pleasantly surprised by how many careers you find that are actually relevant to your motivations and goals.

You can find some possible career matches by taking a career assessment test. However, don’t get hung up here. Think of these tests merely as a means of self-discovery. Their question’s answers can tell you a lot about your temperament and what career would match these aspects of your personality. They can also help you identify what is important to you in a career, what you would like to do, and what areas you will probably excel in.

One of the career tests that is frequently used by colleges is the RIASEC/Holland interest scale. It will help you to identify 6 areas that you are especially drawn to. After you learn this information about yourself you will be able to look at some careers that match your interests.

Take a Look at Your Skills and Interests

Once you come to agreements about the general scope of your career path, you will need to look at your skill set. Consider what skills you already have, as well as those that you will need. Nobody ever has to start from scratch. There are always transferable skills that can be transferred from one career or job into the work of another career or job. Transferable skills are skills that you already have that can be used in almost any career.

These transferable skills include things like:

• Management skills
• Leadership experience
• Written and oral communication skills
• Research skills
• Program planning skills
• Public speaking skills
• Conflict resolution and mediation skills
• Effective time management skills
• Computer literacy
• Foreign languages that you may speak

You should not limit yourself only to your work and on the job experiences. Whenever you are thinking about your skills, think about everything, including your volunteer experience, hobbies you enjoy, and your life experiences. For instance, even though you may not have any formal leadership experience, you may have organized a toy drive and practiced leadership and management skills within the scope of that project.

Take a Look at Other Careers That Interest You

Once you narrow down some jobs you think you might enjoy, you should go online to research these jobs. You will find information describing the position, the salary you can expect, the training and skills required for the job, and the future and demand for the position. This helps you to answer questions like:

• How stable is this career?
• Are you comfortable with how much risk is involved?
• Is the salary range something that you find acceptable?
• Will you need to relocate?
• Will you need more or different training?
• How will your family be affected?

Get Other People’s Input

While you are working through this process it is important to get support and information from other people. This is vital because the information from your research and quizzes is nothing like the information you receive from people who are already working in your desired position. They will be able to give you a real sense of what the work entails and what tasks you will be performing. This is will let you know whether or not the job will meet your needs and expectations. These people will also be able to help you make connectionswhen you begin actively pursuing the career. Do not be intimidated by these contacts. Instead, treat them as an important part of your future and career development.

You might also want to think about going for career counseling. A job coach can be a great tool in career development. They are especially helpful when you are considering a major career change. Job coaches will be able to give you impartial advice that is not biased by personal motive or gain. They can help you think objectively regarding a career change.

Conclusion

Making a career change can be a scary process. Also, you may already be working in your “field of dreams”. The only way to find out is to ask yourself if you are happy with your job and career choices. Would you be happier to get up and go to work if you were doing something else? The question is yours to answer. If you do decide to take the plunge and shift from one career to another remember that success is relative to your peace of mind, money isn’t everything, and you really can do whatever it is that drives you.

(Image courtesy of Brilliant Michael under a Creative Commons 2.0 Attribution generic license.)