Momma Talk

Today is my day off from work. Last night, we sent off my son's yaya, aiai, to the airport for a 2 week vacation to her hometown in GenSan. My fear of her not coming back again is like 95% but 5% is all about holding on to her words that she'll come back on August 27. I helped her buy her plane ticket via Cebu Pacific's piso fare promo 2 months ago. When she told me that she wanted to have a break and go home for a vacation, I, right away, understood her feelings. It is really exhausting taking care of a child and at the same time, keeping the house in order. It is really tiring and really stressful. It has been a year since she joined our family as a house help. So, i think, she deserves a break. But you know, if I were selfish, I wouldnt allow her to leave.

So starting yesterday, my mother-in-law is looking after hariell until the next 2 weeks. But it's different because unlike aiai, my MIL is kind old already and I always worry that she's gonna get tired quickly because hariell is really malikot! but  my husband is always reassuring me that everything's gonna be okay. but as you already know me, i worry about everything!

Today, i left the house to go to the bank and i told MIL that i'll be back soon but here I am in a computer shop blogging my thoughts and feelings. I am 6 1/2 month pregnant and the yaya is on vacation, i have a lot of assisting to do when it comes to my MIL taking care of my baby, not to mention that i am always supposed to leave the house with prepared food for the whole day. And yah, have to tell instructions, too. How am i supposed to take care of myself and the little one inside me? I still have to go to work from cavite to malate 6 days a week with a crazy schedule.

I am way too burned out :(
Sorry :(
Okay, I am going to buy some vegetables after this and I'll go back home to cook our lunch. (yes, no lunch yet) I bet my baby tazmanian hariell will welcome me with a tantrum and later will hit and kick my tummy again. I love life!
Geez.
Bye. I whine too much.

Sunday is Family Day (not)

So, today is Sunday and I have to work from 12nn - 8pm. Nothing too much to complain about since I get to have an off day yesterday and get to spend my whole day with my Mr. Oh-so-super-hyper son. Happy was also supposed to pick me up after work... Not until my world crashed down for a moment when my colleague told me that she is being sent home by the doctor because of her abdominal pain. I wanted to cry so hard because now, I have to work til 11:30PM! How sad is that?!

I am not happy but I can't do anything. I just wish I can make some extra cash during my over time tonight.

JUST DONT TELL ME TOMORROW THAT I STILL NEED TO RENDER AGAIN SOME OVERTIME. OVERTIME MAKES ME ANGRY. YOU WOULDNT LIKE ME WHEN IM ANGRY. GRRRRRRRRRRRR


NO, IM NOT MAD AT ANYBODY. I JUST WANNA GO HOME ON TIME :(

GRABE NAMAAAAAAN!!!!!!

PATI YAHOO ANSWERS BLOCKED DIN????//!!!!!!!!!!!

GRABEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

PARANG PRESO NAMAN !!!!!!!!!!!

:(

no more wifi

i dont like our mis too much... he permanently blocked me out to use our wifi at work. unfair

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get the idea?

if smart people get what i wanna say, dont pretend to look smarter by correcting my grammar.

what matters is that people get my point. no need to be so grammatically perfect. smartaz!

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Nosy People

You are so nosy about my life. It's just irritating. Acting like you are an expert on leading my life and how I should live it.

I dunno.... do you wanna be me?





p.s.

you keep on yak-yak-yak-yakking behind my back. C'mon! Dont have any guts to tell it directly to me? tssss!

********mind you, what comes around, goes around. You would get what’s yours. Maybe not now, not soon, not later. But I am sure, you’ll get it someday.******

Nakakapikon Na

May mga taong mas insensitive pa kesa saken. Mga manhid, mga walang pakialam sa pakiramdam ng iba. Kala mo kung sino pero hellooooooo! Kapikon!

Yoko na talagang ilapit yung sarili ko sa mga ganung tao kaso minsan di maiwasan. Maliit lang ang mundo. Tayo tayo din nagkikitaan. Pero kung ako lang, hindi na sana.

Ayoko na lang makaramdam ng mali tuwing kelangan kong makipagsalamuha sa kanila.

Oh, please... Forgive me :-/

Yes, I am in the Midst of a Quarter-Life Crisis

reblogged from http://quarter-life-crisis.ca/

What Exactly is a Quarter Life Crisis?

You've heard of the Mid Life Crisis. But more and more, people in their mid-twenties to early-thirties find themselves feeling restless, listless and confused. There's no rational explanation for it. From the outside, life may seem to be going well. But things just don't feel right.

For a lack of a better description, the popular media has coined it the Quarter Life Crisis.


Toronto's Eye Weekly recently published an article about the Quarter Life Crisis (or Quarter-life Crisis) which began:

You can't make any decisions because you don't know what you want. And you don't know what you want because you don't know who you are. And you don't know who you are because you're allowed to be anyone you want. How messed up is that?

Well, not as messed up as it may seem. Read on about the Quarter Life Crisis.a

Work Hard

I have been whining about work for a month now. Everything is exhausting! Everything is tiring! This work is draining my energy and my brain has been working double time because this job is really demanding a lot from me.

I have been thinking of quitting and going back to Pan Pacific. Anyway, my Pan Pacific Family is still very open in welcoming me back. It so happened that I just hit my 1st month here in my new job. I still haven't got my bigtime BIGPAY haha. Next week, I am going to receive my first bigtime BIGPAY, after that, I'll weigh again things if I'm gonna stop busting my a** in this job. You know, I am getting old now and I should not be doing this kind of work. It's really painful, being forced to render service overtime EVERYDAY. Believe me, my tolerance is getting weaker and weaker. I dunno... Just as work has been not so good to me, I received the notice from the house and lot that I bought that I have to pay my first month amortization on April 1. How am I supposed to pay for my expenses when I don't have a job??? Pan Pacific "might" get me back... or not... that one, I still have to try my luck.

In the meantime, I want to apologize to all my loved ones who are getting affected of my behavior in connection with this "crazy" employment I have. I keep on whining about what I do. I am sorry.

But there's nothing I could do about this. As long as I work for them, I don't have any right to complain. Don't worry. If the time comes that I really cannot take it anymore, I'll quit.

I WOULDN'T CARE!

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I noticed, my post doesn't sound really well. My brain is getting dull haha English. English where are you? Grammar Grammar where are you? :))

Damn This Cough!

UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
UBO!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

UBO!
UBO!
UBO!

Hypocrite and Liar

He is shameless! Such a liar and a big bunch of hypocrite!

I wish justice prevails. If not now, I know someday, you will get what's yours.

STRONG "NO" TO ABORTION!

Say NO to " ABORTION ".....!!!

If You Agree.. Then Share This..

ALL LIFE IS SACRED

>> A FETUS CAN FEEL

Even though it may not be fully formed, a fetus in the second trimester is still able to feel pain.

>> ABORTION IS MURDER

That's right - you heard correctly! ABORTION IS MURDER! And I'll bet if you asked an unborn fetus whether he fancies the idea of being murdered, it would tell you to at least wait until it was old enough to fight back.

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COMPLAINT

I just finished writing a formal letter of complaint against a discriminating five star hotel F&B manager.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

My hands feel so cold.

I am going home now.

My Wednesday

Today has been a long day. Morning classes from 9am – 12nn. LRT ride was not that smooth. Gentlemen these days have been turning out into not (so) gentlemen. Not caring enough to let a sleepy lady seat in place of theirs. From EDSA station to Tayuman Station, I kept on standing infront of that guy who seemed to be 5x stronger than me. Plus, that annoying guy on my right who kept of picking his nose. Gross, right? Eiw. Good thing, Ptch kept me in company and we were sharing good music all through out the train ride.

School was good. My students are having fun and me too J Our classes are almost finished. We only got 3 more meetings and that would be it. We were around 10 minutes early when we ended today’s class. I was hungry and was hurrying up to go to Hotel so I could have lunch right away. I have gone weaker at the train. This time, I stood up from Balintawak to Pedro Gil Station. I was fighting the thought that anytime, I was about to collapse. Thank God I did not faint and catched public attention.

At work, people are still the same. And when I say people, I mean pleasant people and annoying people. Yes, they are still the same, did not change much and I suppose, annoying people are getting more and more annoying. They put their nose too much in other person’s life. They are just too much to figure out. They are really irritating!

On duty, whole shift had been very busy, hectic, tiring. Calls almost did not stop, reservations, inquiries, interruption from my colleagues had been frequently coming in and all. I was not even able to check my Facebook on my computer! Haha THAT BUSY! I tell you!

After work, I had a small chitchat  with my colleague about those nosy people who keep on making fun of other people’s misery, hitting people below the belt, rubbing humiliation on people’s faces. Just what fun to they get in doing that? True or not, you should mind your own business! For goodness sake! I got a lot to say about this but few words would be enough for a wise man. You know what I mean. But mind you, what comes around, goes around. You would get what’s yours. Maybe not now, not soon, not later. But I am sure, you’ll get it someday.

I am ending the day with a little bitter felings towards those annoying people at work who seem to be seeing themselves so perfect. I just have to let this out. After this, I need to sleep well. Tomorrow is a big day J It’s gonna be a big day. I am ready to go J

PEOPLE LOVE TO TALK

"A hypocrite is someone who views another person as being a worse sinner than them self." 

People tend to be nosy with other person’s life. They meddle too much like they do not have their own problems. I hate it! They intrude in other people’s business yet, when they are done the same, they fume with big, red, hot anger.

Why would you do something bad to someone if in the first place, you do not want that thing happening to you? They just do not get it! Kick someone else’s butt and feel pleased and when someone kicked your butt, you get mad. See? You do to others but  you do not want to experience it. The heck!

I just hope they won’t reap those awful things that they keep on sowing. They don’t want to feel how much it wounds. Believe me, they don’t.

It is upsetting  if you're gonna be victim of these cruel people who  would keep on judging and defining you by the things they see and the things “they thought” that they know. I just hate it! I hate what they are doing!

May God let you realize that those things you do and say and think are really offending and unethical in every sense of it. I just wish you wake up and stop what you are doing. It is really wrong. I hope you just mind your own business.

Terrible people. You make it hard to breathe.

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I don't know who ever made the ridiculous statement that “sticks and stones may hurt my bones, but words will never hurt me”; but words can be very painful. The most painful wounds in life are those inflicted by a careless or cruel person's words. It hurts bad when someone whom we look up to hurts us; but it hurts even worse when we unintentionally hurt someone who looks up to us. 

It's been said: “Believe none of what you hear, and only half of what you see. I like that.” The facts are nearly always distorted as they pass from one ear to another. What began as a hold of the hand usually ends up turning into adultery by the time it reaches enough ears. People love to talk, gossip, slander, and tear down. It's in our nature to destroy ourselves. That's the human race. The more we hear about peace, the more war happens and innocent people are murdered. There will never be lasting genuine peace until Jesus Christ reigns from Jerusalem over the whole earth during the 1,000-year millennium. Until then, people will continue to hurt people, as they do best. http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/Believer's%20Corner/gossiping_believers.htm

Stupid. Brainless. Foolish. Illogical, Reckless, Dead Duck.

Yah, sometimes, I could be that.

Good Morning, Jack (hammer)!

Today, I was awakened by the disturbing sound of jack hammer in front of our house. The road is being serviced and construction men were working and literally breaking it down. With all the noise and smashing going around, I posted this on FB:

I dunno. I was helpless. (haha)

My Hips Hurt

I don't get it! Everyday at work, I am wearing a 3-inch high heel - shoes and I do not feel any pain. Why in the world do my hips hurt now when I just wore my 2-inch wedges for 2 hours? It's not like I walked a hundred miles with it. I walked for a while, yes, but not too much.

What happened? :-/

PANKAB

I HATE YOU!

What's Up? I'm Bored.

Today is my 8th day of resting from work since I got my right eye infected. I am already fine but doctor advised me to rest more and I would finally be back to work on Friday. Okay. Whatever you say, Doc.

I already entertained and bored myself over and over for the last days. I dunno, I got nothing more left to do. For the first time, I am gonna say that I am sick and tired of bumming around. I want to go back to work :(