Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Counting the Days

time really flies.

it was on april 8 when my mom came home to take care of me. i was 8months pregnant then. full of sweet and scary expectations, she made it easier for me to get through the last part of my prego journey.




and when i gave birth to Hariell, she's still the same old stage mother who i knew back then. she supported me all the way: emotionally physically and financially...

although we never had a chance to live with each other for a long time because she had to work overseas since i was young and later on have to move to japan permanently, in our case, mother and daughter ties can never be broken. though we fought a couple of times (and more), though we raised our voices against each other a time or two, though it seemed that we lost all the patience and quit, at the end of the day we still managed to come back and share the silliness only the two of us could understand





as tears are forming in my eyes now while blogging here in an overloaded bus going home, i would always remember how she took care of my family during the times i needed help the most. she is heaven sent. she is a proof that God's plan is always the best and always at the rightest time. i will always tell my son that his grandma looked after him when nanay was still bobo taking care of him. grandma bathed him
grandma washed his clothes. grandma bought milk and diapers and baby clothes and baby things when nanay and tatay was broke. grandma loves him since day 1 and until now. grandma is super grandma. and when the time comes that my son already knows how to talk, God willing, i will teach him how to say "i love you grandma. thank you for taking care of me. ingat ka po palagi and i cant wait to hug and kiss you po".


i wish i had been kinder to her but i am just as maldita as she is. mana lang talaga ako sa kanya. but i love her so much for everything she has done and will do for me. i can never pay back her motherness that is why i always ask God to take care of her.



gomen ne mommy. ganito lang ako. thank you for everything and my family will always pray for your safety. thank you and i love you so much in good times and in not so good times.





salamat sa Dios for giving you to me.




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