Dream Coming True

Nung nalaglag ka sa lupa at para bang wala nang gustong pumansin sayo dahil hindi ka na kasingganda at kasingkinang kagaya ng dati, ikaw pa rin ung gusto kong makasama habangbuhay.

Noong para bang wala nang kwenta ang bawat araw, ang paniniwala ko, ibinigay uli tayo sa isat isa para maintindihan natin kung gano pa din katamis ang mabuhay sa gitna ng kawalan, sa gitna ng kapaitan, sa gitna ng kahihiyan at kahirapan.

May pagpapasalamat pa din sa Kanyang nagbigay ng kulay sa mundo nating parang nawalan ng buhay.

Napakadami nating natutunan sa mga nagdaang panahon. At salamat sa Dios na habang tayo ay natututo, di naman tayo pinapapabayaan.

At ngayon nga, taas noo ako, di man sa maraming salita, na bumabati at nagagalak na nasaksihan ko ang mga pangrap mong unti-unting natutupad.

Kasama mo kami ng pamilya mo sa hirap at ginhawa, may pera o wala, sa kalungkutan at kasiyahan, sa tampuhan at lambingan.

Salamat sa Dios. Ikaw ang kasama ko sa buhay na ito.

Pa-autograph naman dyan! Naaaaaks! haha -MHDP

From The Clingy Wife

I confess....
I am too much to handle.
Thank God, He gave me Happy.
I can never ask for more.
I just wanna say I am sorry if I am not taking care of this precious gift the way I should. But I love him the way I know how to love.
This is for him :)

Momma Talk

Today is my day off from work. Last night, we sent off my son's yaya, aiai, to the airport for a 2 week vacation to her hometown in GenSan. My fear of her not coming back again is like 95% but 5% is all about holding on to her words that she'll come back on August 27. I helped her buy her plane ticket via Cebu Pacific's piso fare promo 2 months ago. When she told me that she wanted to have a break and go home for a vacation, I, right away, understood her feelings. It is really exhausting taking care of a child and at the same time, keeping the house in order. It is really tiring and really stressful. It has been a year since she joined our family as a house help. So, i think, she deserves a break. But you know, if I were selfish, I wouldnt allow her to leave.

So starting yesterday, my mother-in-law is looking after hariell until the next 2 weeks. But it's different because unlike aiai, my MIL is kind old already and I always worry that she's gonna get tired quickly because hariell is really malikot! but  my husband is always reassuring me that everything's gonna be okay. but as you already know me, i worry about everything!

Today, i left the house to go to the bank and i told MIL that i'll be back soon but here I am in a computer shop blogging my thoughts and feelings. I am 6 1/2 month pregnant and the yaya is on vacation, i have a lot of assisting to do when it comes to my MIL taking care of my baby, not to mention that i am always supposed to leave the house with prepared food for the whole day. And yah, have to tell instructions, too. How am i supposed to take care of myself and the little one inside me? I still have to go to work from cavite to malate 6 days a week with a crazy schedule.

I am way too burned out :(
Sorry :(
Okay, I am going to buy some vegetables after this and I'll go back home to cook our lunch. (yes, no lunch yet) I bet my baby tazmanian hariell will welcome me with a tantrum and later will hit and kick my tummy again. I love life!
Geez.
Bye. I whine too much.