My Name is Memory

maybe ive been a good girl after all coz i got a gift from Happy :) i am so happy i received something i really like. it,s been a year since i last had a good read. except for the one i am also reading (from Happy - How to Work for an Idiot).

ANyway, you see me again with the big smile, all oily face and good book on my hand. thanks Happy ;) thanks thanks ;)

Happy Birthday!!!!

to me and to you :)

Takaw Takaw, Payat!

Work Hard

I have been whining about work for a month now. Everything is exhausting! Everything is tiring! This work is draining my energy and my brain has been working double time because this job is really demanding a lot from me.

I have been thinking of quitting and going back to Pan Pacific. Anyway, my Pan Pacific Family is still very open in welcoming me back. It so happened that I just hit my 1st month here in my new job. I still haven't got my bigtime BIGPAY haha. Next week, I am going to receive my first bigtime BIGPAY, after that, I'll weigh again things if I'm gonna stop busting my a** in this job. You know, I am getting old now and I should not be doing this kind of work. It's really painful, being forced to render service overtime EVERYDAY. Believe me, my tolerance is getting weaker and weaker. I dunno... Just as work has been not so good to me, I received the notice from the house and lot that I bought that I have to pay my first month amortization on April 1. How am I supposed to pay for my expenses when I don't have a job??? Pan Pacific "might" get me back... or not... that one, I still have to try my luck.

In the meantime, I want to apologize to all my loved ones who are getting affected of my behavior in connection with this "crazy" employment I have. I keep on whining about what I do. I am sorry.

But there's nothing I could do about this. As long as I work for them, I don't have any right to complain. Don't worry. If the time comes that I really cannot take it anymore, I'll quit.

I WOULDN'T CARE!

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I noticed, my post doesn't sound really well. My brain is getting dull haha English. English where are you? Grammar Grammar where are you? :))

Wag Mo Kong Iwan

"Wag mo 'kong iiwan."

Apat na salita na madalas ko nang naririnig. Sinasabi ko din to pag di ko alam ung lugar, pag natatakot ako, pag kailangan ko ng kasama. Mga ordinaryong salita, pang-araw araw na ordinaryo lang. Pero nung sinabi saken to ni Happy, naramdaman ko sa loob ng apat na mga salitang yan, nagbilin siya ng buhay nya saken.

"Wag mo 'kong iiwan." ...yan lang ang sinabi nya pero tumakbo sa isip ko ung:

...Dito ka lang.

...Lagi ka lang sa tabi ko.

...Hindi ko kaya ng wala ka.

...Alagaan moko.

...iingatan mo ako ha?

...Gusto kitang kasama.

...Basta sa tabi mo lang ako.

...Kailangan kita.

...Pano ako pag magisa na lang?

...Wag kang aalis.

...Mahal kita.

Wag ka magalala, Happy. Hindi kita iiwan. Kasama natin Siya, haharapin natin ang bawat hamon ng buhay. Dyan ka lang din. Wag mo din akong iiwan:)