My problem is that I am not focused! One little thing happens and I am off in never never land.
Suddenly, I feel empty. I feel tired. I feel aimless. Sometimes, in the middle of the night, in moments of painful honesty, I would lie awake and think that I am a failure in all that is important.
This whole thing. . . This whole thing is hard to endure. When things just keep on flashing back, I am too weak not to shed a tear and not to feel a pinch in my heart.
But I have been down this road too many times already. I have to look ahead, not back. I should know by now.
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